Francis of Assisi was a poor little man who astounded and
inspired the Church by taking the gospel literally—not in a narrow
fundamentalist sense, but by actually following all that Jesus said and did,
joyfully, without limit and without a mite of self-importance.
Serious illness brought the young Francis to see the
emptiness of his frolicking life as leader of Assisi's youth. Prayer—lengthy
and difficult—led him to a self-emptying like that of Christ, climaxed by
embracing a leper he met on the road. It symbolized his complete obedience to
what he had heard in prayer: "Francis! Everything you have loved and
desired in the flesh it is your duty to despise and hate, if you wish to know
my will. And when you have begun this, all that now seems sweet and lovely to
you will become intolerable and bitter, but all that you used to avoid will
turn itself to great sweetness and exceeding joy."
From the cross in the neglected field-chapel of San
Damiano, Christ told him, "Francis, go out and build up my house, for it
is nearly falling down." Francis became the totally poor and humble workman.
He must have suspected a deeper meaning to "build up
my house." But he would have been content to be for the rest of his life
the poor "nothing" man actually putting brick on brick in abandoned
chapels. He gave up every material thing he had, piling even his clothes
before his earthly father (who was demanding restitution for Francis'
"gifts" to the poor) so that he would be totally free to say,
"Our Father in heaven." He was, for a time, considered to be a
religious "nut," begging from door to door when he could not get
money for his work, bringing sadness or disgust to the hearts of his former
friends, ridicule from the unthinking.
But genuineness will tell. A few people began to realize
that this man was actually trying to be Christian. He really believed what
Jesus said: "Announce the kingdom! Possess no gold or silver or copper
in your purses, no traveling bag, no sandals, no staff" (see Luke
9:1-3).
Francis' first rule for his followers was a collection of
texts from the Gospels. He had no idea of founding an order, but once it
began he protected it and accepted all the legal structures needed to support
it. His devotion and loyalty to the Church were absolute and highly exemplary
at a time when various movements of reform tended to break the Church's
unity.
He was torn between a life devoted entirely to prayer and
a life of active preaching of the Good News. He decided in favor of the
latter, but always returned to solitude when he could. He wanted to be a
missionary in Syria or in Africa, but was prevented by shipwreck and illness
in both cases. He did try to convert the sultan of Egypt during the Fifth
Crusade.
During the last years of his relatively short life (he
died at 44) he was half blind and seriously ill. Two years before his death,
he received the stigmata, the real and painful wounds of Christ in his hands,
feet and side.
On his deathbed, he said over and over again the last
addition to his Canticle of the Sun, "Be praised, O Lord, for our Sister
Death." He sang Psalm 141, and at the end asked his superior to have his
clothes removed when the last hour came and for permission to expire lying
naked on the earth, in imitation of his Lord.
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